10.26 special night .

first halloween , special night . I have never been so nervous but exciting b4.
Well, whatever , that's our way , right? Like the song *EXPECT*,it should be our way .
Whatever may happen , i will go with you .

*Super-touching feeling *
sigh , i can do nothing except treating you with my true heart .
That's my way. double Q & stupid angel

Simple issues.

Sitting in the library , or staying inside my car . whatever i am , whenever you're , we should be happy with getting together. During this time period , i began to follow your steps and consider to be more familiar with J-pop culture . Indeed i like to listen your pure voice as singing wonderful songs . sometime i thought that it was a miracle why you can sing by yourself even if you know little about this language . Maybe that's your talent , sth magically inherent being with you since your birth. Add oil !! I am always supporting you as a stupid but sincere angel.........

driving licence done!!

haha! after all , i got my CA formal dirving licence .
ok, keep going and driving safety.
GOD BLESS ME!

黑色星期五

F如题U。never and ever mention this date again ----C10.19 K.
that's it.

希望在明天

這幾天到底怎麼了。首先是該死的天氣，突然冷了這麼多。
正當我難得地情緒高漲，心情大為之暢快，學習的動力隨之而來的時候。 我的朋友卻都悶悶不樂，到頭來我就開心不起來了。一問之下，果然不幸被我言中，感情問題，財政問題。

唉，世界上真有快樂練習曲嗎?如果有，我將不惜一切代價而為大家演奏。 希望大家都凡事看開點，雖然有時我也想不開，畢竟當局者迷，旁觀者清。 日子趕緊過，趕緊過，時間會沖淡一切，也會讓我們跨過一切。

秘密。

一口氣看完《不能說的秘密》。 真正用心去感受了那種純純的愛情，淡淡的哀愁；卻又深深的相思。 故事後來的發展使我很驚訝，在意料之外而又情理之中。原來是一個不可思議的穿越時空的愛情故事。我留意了下故事原創，原來是周杰倫。難得吖，有這部題材挺新穎的作品。 周杰倫的電影，他扮演的角色總是讓人羨慕，令人驚嘆不已。貫穿全劇的鋼琴伴奏，也是一大亮點，而且許多更是由JAY親身演繹。

葉湘倫－－－路小雨

故事結尾，小倫憑著他對愛情不依不捨的追求，在舊琴房被拆的那一剎那彈完整首secret，再次穿越時空回到20年前，與小雨相遇，更改變了各自雙方的命運。周杰倫，作為導演，首次將鋼琴少年的初戀情結賦予童話般的詮釋，更喚起了大家心中的美好初戀。這就是本劇最出色之處。
piano, the soul of music .

that's my 1st thanks giving day in CA

不經意的就迎來了mid-term test .隨之而來的是無數的case study ... 無奈的我只好把珍貴的周末,同時又是可愛的感恩節貢獻出來,獻身於偉大的複習工作中. 這些天,難得和新認識的朋友出去兜兜風,看看電影.說起看電影,真是搞笑.那天不知道為什麼,就看了good luck chunk.當初選擇這電影,我都是被女主角jessica alba所吸引.後來才發現,這原來是一部adult movie.(性喜劇)暈吖,第一次和女孩子看這種電影.多不好意思. 不過,這齣戲的結尾還是挺感動的,if you love sth, you will want to be surrounded by it.If you really want sth , eventually , it will be yours.如果真是這樣就好了........In essence , i want sth . i want to stay with someone i love , but will it become truth ?

life's struggle

很多天没有写我的BLOG.是忙,还是不经意的被我淡忘了? 转眼来了已经3个月.日子自从开学后开始过得飞快,我心情也随之复杂得多. 忍耐吖....似乎已经到了极限.唉~其实现在我真的很想找个人吐下苦水,谈下心情,甚至让我发泄下也好.林峰吖,以前都是找你,好兄弟.现在真的想你了,不知道你最近工作还顺利吗? 难道,我真的要一个人去看海?独自到海边,躲在车里,听听静静的风声.从前,这是无法想象的.现在,更加难以忍受.好久好久没听到你们对我的亲切的称谓了,我是多么想念,虽然有的挺难听.....但毕竟听了4年,早已习惯了.有时自己一个,突然有想哭的感觉,才令我察觉到,我已经开始忍耐不住了.感性,还是没有舍弃我,我也没有掩饰它.听到你们聚会,其实我也很想参加;想见见大家,听听你们的故事.可惜, mission impossible

离别的时候,我想着*明年今日 *真的没错. BEN吖BEN,在这里谁同情你.恐怕没有,过去没有,现在也没有,将来更不会出现.还是靠自己,自己支撑自己,一直走下去.我习惯了,我不会这么容易跌倒.许久没有哭了,上一次可能要追溯到和JOYCE说再见的时候了. shall we dance, shall we talk?还是,一切还好?其实,根本就不好........我为什么要把照片帖在房间里,就是想看到你们的笑脸.鼓励,就是这么简单.当所有人都以为我很好的时候,我却会说,你们错了,因为内心又是截然的不同.坚强,都是谎话,即使骗了你们,也骗不了我自己. 如果他日连自己也瞒过去了,那才是真的解脱. 没人比我更了解自己, 除非你是我,才能与我常在........

千里之外,我依我故在.

無題

曾幾何時，我是多麼地羨慕他。確切的說，應該是他們。即使分手過後，喜歡他們的女孩還是那麼的在意這段感情，甚至傾盡全力去挽留這段根本不值得的感情。無論他們過去如何地傷害女孩的心........同時，我也痛恨他們，痛恨他們絲毫不會去珍惜女孩，珍惜女孩為他所做的一切，包括等待。

可笑而又諷刺的是，原來我在不經意中成為了他們。原來，我之前的所做所為，已經無形中傷害了她。而我，卻在埋怨。最後，帶著埋怨與茫然，離開了。離開了曾經擁有的時光，捨棄了她，也捨棄了過去的軀殼。取而代之的是嶄新的面孔，把所有的負罪感一揮而去。我變了，變得自己也覺得陌生。為什麼。

突然發現，來這里以後，人生面對一種新的境遇，或許，在若干年後，回想起在這裡的時光，不再是無趣乏味，而是賞味人間。

P.S.: 贴一副钟爱的游戏插图。

the meaning of freedom

Nowadays lots of people work hard in order to get a piece of freedom even if sometimes none of them know the definition of freedom. Therefore, most people are still thinking of the exact meaning of freedom. Simply, freedom is the necessary right for us to make decisions. Before defining the real meaning , I aim to explore the two essential elements which make up to the complete freedom : skin-deep freedom and interior freedom.

Skin-deep freedom stands for personal freedom . With this type of freedom you can get anywhere you want without any limitations. For instance, you got a negotiation in NewYork this morning , after that you came to Shanghai for a tradeoff . At the end of the day you would transfer to Paris for attending a dancing party. Obviously , you have got completely personal freedom throughout this busy journey all over the world . Nevertheless, that’s not enough. It seems you lose something important so that even you can not take control of your private life.

However , living without spiritual freedom which symbolize the interior freedom is not perfect .To some extent , interior freedom is likely to be a vastly potential motivation we gain from hope of our entire life . There is no royal road to freedom , we have to fight for it . Consequently , interior freedom is much more essential than skin-deep freedom , as it symbol the pure hope for us . You will never be satisfied without the freedom inside your mind even though you might have got a brilliant life in appearance. Although some criminals were sentenced into prison for years , they have never give up the pursuit of freedom . What they were looking forward for years is to coming back to the outside world one day . Corresponding to them , interior freedom is much more significant than any other physical conditions.

To sum up, really complete freedom is divided into two parts : skin-deep and interior. However , if asked to make a choice , I will not hesitate to assent to the latter . I firmly believe that freedom is not only related to the apparent issues but also links to the interior spirit which is much more significant.

walking with shadow.......

From the day i was born up to now...i have been walking alone for 22 years .
Particularly, i should be walking with my own shadow over 22 years. I used to put my forword steps slowly but stably in order to achieve my goal ond day. With the assistance from the shadow , i have learned how to solve all the problems i encountered before . i knew that long time ago i have to use my hands and head to deal with each issue .
BUT NOW
i'm fed up.
i really got tired of this type of life. i began to seek for someone to stay with me and assist me .
in essence, i need a partner who care me and love me a lot. Unfortunately , i can't get one until nowadays. As a result , i am keeping on waiting .TILL some day, till the day i get the happiness belongs to me.

my late period of STUDY?

once upon a time, my study began .

it seems i have formed my habit of taking study for my daily life over the past 16 years.

well. time flies till today .i still can't break through all the restraint i got..........

Therefore , my late period of being a typical student has begun.

sigh.obviously i have to take it and to be a *GUAI* student in despite of refusing .

so what's going on?that will be a really desired answer i am always looking forward to !!

P.S: a swarm of annoying issues i have to get in mind AGAIN!"

x,y-intercept . slope-intercept form. interval . endpoints .supply and demand curve . horizontal . vertical .equation.multiply .plus subtract .divide .nonzero realy number .matrix. linear function .expression.corresponding. graph.probablity.minus .positive . negative.formula theoems .algebra reference.variable.independent variable .dependent variable. to the power of 4.cube root.prime factoring .origin.denominator. numerator.rational .combine. exponent.fraction.estimate. sketch.marginal. constant. quantity........etc."

in addition. plus a pic *with the brothers*

秒速5センチらしい

5cm/s,據說就是櫻花飄落的速度。

有一個疑問讓所有觀眾深刻感受到，而且貫穿全劇，就是：

究竟要以怎樣的速度面對人生,面對不斷經歷的挫折,壓力,才能留住當初那最純真的愛情?

單憑將如此細緻的情感寄託於書信的片言隻字中，是無法維繫兩人的感情；然而，當年最稚嫩的他們在經歷過從小學到大學的磨礪後，逐漸成熟，最後只依靠偶爾的夢境來回憶對方，祝福對方。

相信許多人看完此劇，腦海裡都產生迴響，似乎劇中一切自己也曾幾何時親歷其中。

隨著來自工作學習等等各方面的壓力，我們對原本最初的感情都一一淡忘，剩下的只有空虛寂寞的生活伴隨著我們.........to be continue

Topic: Scientific and technological advances have changed our lives. But some scientists in some fields say that scientists are not able to find solutions to the problems they have created. To what extent do you agree or disagree?

We sure live differently from our parents did decades ago. The changes are wide and profound. At the same time, we are facing challenges and problems unknown in the past. Could we find solutions to problems created by scientific development? The answer seems to be no.

Some of the most obvious problems caused by technological advances lie in the IT industry. At a time when we did not have computers and electronic bank services, people took money with them and paid by cash. If they were stolen, only the amount they had with them was lost. But now credit cards are more commonly used in shopping malls and other places, crimes again us have become more serious and caused greater losses to people. A thief may tape the code of your credit card and make a copy of it. Then he could safely withdraw all your money from an ATM machine. Crimes such as this are very sticky to solve because there is no witness and the surveillance cameras give little help to the police.

Another example is the issue of information control with the media industry including TV networks and Internet that give easy access to information without discrimination to people’s age. This has created a huge problem for parents and schools because teenage people are particularly vulnerable to adult materials and information violent in nature. In the past, when most information came in the form of print, it was relatively easy to control what children read. When a parent put away a book unsuitable for children, they were cut off from the source of information. With computer parents could use software to filter bad web sites but could not prevent new ones from appearing every day.

People are working very hard to solve such problems that come along with advances in science and technology, but the efforts are not sufficient and not very successful. Even with the little progress we have achieved, we find ourselves defeated by new problems with greater complexity and in wider scope.

In conclusion, developments in many fields of our life have brought us both benefits and problems. Developments in the banking industry give us greater convenience but making us targets of computer-based theft. Changes in media industry expose young people to inappropriate information difficult for parent’s control. However up until now, we have not successfully found permanent solutions yet.

开学之前这段日子......

難熬吖,無聊!
什麼是無聊,具體來說,是絲毫沒有刺激點的生活.
唉,對別人可能沒什麼大不了.
但對我這個習慣了尋求刺激的人,就好比成為了斷翼天使,再也飛不起來.
現在知道錯了,上帝,寬恕我吧,寬恕我這個罪人還有我做過的一切吧.
如果再給我一次機會,我一定會.........重新將做過的一切重複!
^_^哈哈. 我是壞人,我早知道.

Sept. will be the coming new semester for either of us cuz only a few days left in AUG.
WELL. it's high time to concentrate my strength on my study.
even if i really hate that . :( sigh ....... i have not paid attention to my U for such a long time .
now i have to form my habit into the hard way again . *DIFFICULT* and exited ~!
BTW, have a good and safe flight ,MR lu

Topic:Some famous universities lower their academic requirements to enroll students who have outstanding athletic talents. To what extent do you agree with this practice? Give reasons based on your experience.
It seems a fashion that many universities would like to lower their academic standards to enrol students who have special athletic talents. Universities do so because they want to strengthen their competitive ability in nearly all kinds of sports games. However, there will be some disadvantage if universities lose control on themselves.
I think that it is a good thing for both the university and the students with special athletic talents when the university just lowers academic standards slightly. The university can improve its ability in sports competition, and the special students can catch up with academic study. They may also play an important role in stimulating other students’ interest in sports.
But it will be harmful to other students and the special students if universities only care about their sports power and enrol those students with athletic talents who have a big academic gap. Accompanied by those outstanding sportsmen, other students will feel unfair. In addition, it will be very difficult for those special students to keep their normal study. One of my classmates, a female special student, quit from our university after having failed almost all subjects in the first school year. She went back to her hometown without saying good-bye to us. Such cases are very common in universities. Those students with special athletic talents are like machines to universities, and not many people really care what they think about. Many of them have to quit, which I believe will bring a long-term, negative impact on their future.
It’s not bad for universities to enrol some students who have special athletic telnets, but at the same time, universities should treat these special students as normal students: care for their athletic talents, and care for their academic performance.

8.12 首次出海釣魚

風大浪大，怕怕.......不過幾過癮!

the definition of HAPPY

Who can tell me the exact definition of "HAPPY"?
Nobody but yourself!
Exactly i do agree with that.
For someone , happy could be a smile disappeared in the twinkling of an eye.
For someone , happy could be a sincere thanks gaining from others.
.......
For me , happy is such a simple issue.
When i am talking with someone (actually a girl/a best friend/......), even if we are on the phone, i feel happy .
When i am looking at her cute and "circinal" face , even though i have seen her for once only, i also feel happy . XP
......
That 's the real sighificance of happy for ME.
So that 's it. *HAPPY*

好耐好耐無考過試，真係無曬mood.
回想以前高3幾乎可以當飯食既東西，如今竟然有點畏懼。
可笑.......太可笑喇!!系嘲笑自己的無能，定係用笑聲慰藉下自己曾經無畏而如今敬畏的內心?!
我自己都無所適從。
事到如今，唯有重拾，或者係再次培養出自己既果種打不死既韌性，向前進發。
MLGBD，我仍然系我。

天籁之音

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL----- JAMES BLUNT

My life is brilliant.
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yes, she caught my eye, As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was, Fucking high
And I don't think that I'll see her again
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I'll never be with you.
(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you.......

幼稚园的测验......

时下D教育真系一流，令我不禁想起小时候。

Topic:Some people think that the government should provide assistance to all kinds of artists includes painters, musicians, poets, however, other people think that is a waste of money for providing this assistance. State your opinion.

To be of assistance or not, it indeed is debatable if artists deserve and require funding by the government. Firstly, I acknowledge that the benefits from artists and poets can enrich our everyday lives in so many different ways; otherwise our life would have been a lot drabber without them.
Any genuine artist most certainly deserves some form of aid and there can not be any doubt about that, however, whether they require government assistance is another issue altogether. Contrary to popular belief it seems to be that not all artists and literary personalities are wealthy, and most renowned personalities are deservedly rich and famous.
While the other large group of artists is neither rich nor famous, they do continue to produce the art works as for the passion and often the passion is what drives them. It would be ridiculous to think that any kind of financial incentives could power their creativity. However, not many of them are able to take up their passion on a full time basis because they cannot afford to. It is import to note that most creative artists are made, and were not born so. It is the vagaries of life & struggles that they have to face which fuels their creativity, in the process they need to mature into renowned to be an artist or a writer. When they do and when their work is recognized, there will not be any dearth of money or fame.
In my opinion, it would be criminal to take away this very drive and shun their creativity. Having said that, I do believe that they need to have some kind of incentives, it can be in the way of appreciation and opportunity to present their talent to the rest of the world. This could be done in various ways, for instance, giving tax incentives to amateur artists and writers or financial rebates in government owned auditoriums to stage their presentations.
In talking about artists in Australia, which has a concrete social security system in place to take care of all kinds of basic needs, any kind of added financial incentives are not only an added burden on the taxpayer. It would be an issue to find out worthy beneficiaries and there will be enough crooks who will misuse any well intended government assistance schemes. Every human being craves for recognition and money happens to be one of the means towards this end, however, as I mentioned in the beginning it is more important to acknowledge their work than provide financial assistance.
On the other hand, as a Chinese, my perception of the government’s assistance is more questionable. Firstly, we need to give artists a definition and how do you classify a person who is an artist. In essence, calligraphy, poetry, music and art they all can be extended to a person who writes well, paints well in his/her Blog. To extend this artist sense further, can we say a singer is an artist? Well, there are many pop song and folk music singers in China. In the same way, a dancer, a talk show’s talent, a movie star, the director, the photographer they can all be artists. And this number of artists would add up to whole population of Australia. How could the Chinese government provide any assistance without any discrimination to those artists in every classification? I personally do not believe our government has enough financial ability to accommodate this wide ganging number of artists.
As a Chinese I can see that in my country, there is still a big gap between the poor and the rich, I would rather government’s financial assistance be directed toward the poor, this does not mean that I would think to provide assistance to artists is a waste of money. My point is that while we can give a true definition of artists, government should use our taxes in a way to be more accountable for.

郊外.....

難得甘晨早5點(北京時間凌晨4點)起身，同班F揸車去郊外釣魚野餐。 WELL，甘大個仔第一次揸成百幾公里，真係人都癲。 終於經歷左數次行錯路後到達碼頭。 由於風大浪大既關係，我地出盡力，費盡心機.........終於， 都係釣吾到任何魚，經過我捏指一算，還是決定轉頭去個露營公園玩兼食LUNCH。 頂住勁曬既“日”，我都影左D相，都算係對得住揸甘遠車既自己～～

7.30第一次見面

今日終於迎來了和她的首次見面。首先我得向她道歉，上次她來廣州我因為自己的事耽誤了和她見面，更沒有一盡地主之誼。 萬分抱歉和內疚。 Begin from holiday inn， buses n then transfer to subway. I used to get los t at big city even though in Guangzhou .But this t ime i found her in the end.: ) Thx for the TTC map which gained from her.說真的， 期待已久，而且有一點點緊張。 雖然認識了已經整整一年，但畢竟是首次見面。 一見她，還真的差點認不出她來。 吃飯、逛街，雖然時間有限，但也聊了許多。 (總覺得太短促了) 第一印象嘛>?怎麼說呢。 可愛、開朗之餘還挺體貼的，如果有更多的時間給我們相處就好了......哈哈，還是保持神秘好點。

P.S:prospecting for our 2nd appointment

7.29 尼加拉瓜大瀑布奇妙之旅

一大早吃完早餐，我們在steven的帶領下驅車直奔紐約州。 從多倫多出發，到美國邊境只需2個半小時的車程，到紐約曼哈頓中心也只是9個小時。 沿途風景如畫，首先到達安省其中的一個水果的主要出產果園。 在那裡所有水果（桃子，berry，pear）現摘現吃，只要你不帶走， 吃多少都是免費。 一輪奮戰後，繼續前進來到ontario的名勝小鎮victoria。 小鎮以旅遊業為主要收入，however，座落在安大略湖的旁邊， 小鎮人民家裡走出來散步的工夫就來到湖邊。 望著一望無際簡直海似的大湖，猶如人間仙境，令我有了在這可愛小鎮安家的念頭。 而且距離多倫多才1個半小時，不遠，真的不遠。 離開讓我嚮往的小鎮，再開半小時就到了美加邊境的旅遊勝地，瀑佈區。 酒店賭場娛樂場所林立，外國遊客多， 中國的賭客更多........就連賭場裡面的荷官都是清一色中國人。 I really hate being into casino.why/>? 進去的15分鐘 內就給人檢查了2次證件，sigh，babyface是上帝賜予我的吖， 我也是千百個不願意，哈哈。 旅遊區中心就是瀑布，niagara falls由於我得拙劣的文字表達, 實在是不知道怎樣形容那隆隆的水聲和磅礴的氣勢, 旁邊就是american falls，但相比之下， niagara就是天然而成的奇蹟。 P.S.: 尼加拉瓜大瀑布位於加拿大與美國之間的尼加拉瓜河(Niagara River)上， 上接海拔174米的伊利湖，下注海拔75米的安大略湖，終年充沛的河水， 就是因這99米的地層落差，以雷霆萬鈞之勢，自斷岩直瀉而下，聲震如雷， 名聲亦響遍國際。

Topic: Some people think that personal happiness is directly related to economic success. Others argue that happiness depends on completely other factors. Discuss both of the views and give your own opinion.
In recent years, the discussion of whether personal happiness is directly associated to economic success has become a controversial issue. Notions toward it differ widely from person to person.
Some people believe that happiness is related to economic success because only money can make people’s life more enjoyable. When it comes to economic success, the majority of people believe that money means a luxurious life. To begin with, if someone owns great success on economic, that means he can spend more money on whatever he likes and spend more time on his hobbies. Emotionally, money can buy happiness at least to some extent. That is to say, you can buy things that you like in order to fulfill your needs and vanities and this makes you feel happier. You can also enjoy the best education and social welfare. Thirdly, economic success implies high social class and status, which can make people feel happy and respectable. Opponents, however, hold the view that happiness does not depend on economic success but completely other factors. First of all, numerous studies show that happy individuals are successful across multiple life domains, including marriage, income, work performance and health. The happiness exists not only because economic success makes people happy, but also because positive affect engenders happiness. What’s more, It is indisputable that there are millions of people who still have a miserable life and have to fact the dangers of starvation and exposure, but some of them sill lead a happy life because they keep the happy spirit. Last but not least, money can not buy everything, such as friendship, true love and health. You can buy things corporeal, but you can never spend money to ask for more time.
In the final analysis, both sides have sound foundations. However, if asked to make a choice, I will not hesitate to assent to the latter. I firmly believe that happiness is not only related to economic success but also links to other factors which are much more significant.

Holiday Inn

Fantasy tour in T . isn't it?
I am so looking forward to being London . That will be my first time to visit UWO.
I know that for most of people in China is never have and never will . So it made me feel so exciting even can't fall asleep through out the night ...:(
I will probably take as more pics as I could tmr. In my opinion ,it's so priceless for us !!

離奇失蹤?!遙控器!!!

無端端個電視遙控器就吾見左， 簡直系離奇!!吾通比人食左? 又或者比死人狐狸偷左?有無搞錯～～～唉， 穩極都穩吾到吖!!

權力越大，責任越大。 現在長大了，才發覺自己原來背負的是如此之多。 NND，一個人要充當那麼多角色，我就吃不消了。 誰來做下沙包，讓我打2錘子，出出氣。

戀情·感情·迷情

一段新的感情，往往是從兩者之間默認的戀情開始發展。 起初，一切總是甜蜜的，讓人歡喜，而又讓人憂。 感情逐漸穩定，進入升溫階段。 此刻，許多許多未知數將會出現。 如果雙方互相信任，迷情是根本不會出現的。 但現在，我卻迷情了。 認識她已經好一段時間了，雖然見面很少，應該說是極少。 只有唯一的一次。 但之後每當我在傾聽她的細訴遭遇的時候，似乎她的每句話都在觸動到我， 讓我去回憶過去經歷過的，也擁有過的。 她和她都是那麼傻，對自己依戀過的男孩總是念念不忘，無論那個男孩如何傷害過她， 她都會原諒男孩。 這也許就是她們的相似之處。 就像一個輪迴，同樣的遭遇，讓我在不同的時光碰上不同的兩個她。 但我真的希望這次的結局和以往不同，上次輸的是我，這次我不會再重滔覆轍。 很久，我沒有試過有如此的動力了。 或許，迷情讓我甘願再一次迷失在這感情困局裡面， 人，總是甘願迷失，不斷的嘗試，不斷的迷失。可笑........

過客

“來也匆匆，去也匆匆。”眨眼間彷如隔世。 在這裡，日子有著截然不同的標準；對某些人是漫長，開始又是茫然的，隨著時間流逝， 開始覺得時間越過越快，逐漸對周圍熟悉了。 然而，事過境遷，不變的還是那些人。 而對另外部分人來說，日子由此至終都是十分漫長，他們對於離開有著明確的目標， 每日都在盼望離開這地方的那天。 他們只是這個城市的過客，瞬間即逝的美景只有在數碼相機裡作短暫的停留， 而留在他們腦海裡的，卻是我們這些最熟悉的陌生人。 一切過後，留下的到底是什麼?!似乎我也沒有答案。 為什麼要苦苦追求答案呢?就讓所有隨風而來，隨風而去吧。

更深層的體會

對比兩次黎CA，風光依舊如畫，但個人價值觀卻產生巨大差距。 首次黎，由於豆腐佬自出娘胎就係日本度見過細雪。 面對零下20～30度的壯麗雪景，當然就比距吸引左。 全程一味系度感嘆CA既雪，呢度靚，果頭凍到發震（未習慣）。 而且早就計劃左黎一頭半個月就翻歸，就無細心去感受其他野。 但係呢次情況就完全吾同，由於我係國內已經搞掂曬D“手尾”，把心一橫， 幾乎將所以自己既行李執曬過黎呢邊，決定一住就起碼一年。 呢個所謂依一年，話長吾長，話短吾短，呢個一年亦都係讓我在CA站穩腳步的一年， 系成敗既關鍵。 豆腐佬以後食魚翅定係食翻豆腐就靠距喇>_< 四號黎到呢度開始，每日都係度吾停甘學野。 不過，上帝呢次賜給比我無窮既動力，讓我堅持落去。 真係頂距個肺，無端端甘鬼有動力學野!!

估下呢只係乜生物?狗?no. 狼?absolutely not! 答案就係...... 無錯，就係狐狸!

新相!

黎左一段時間，終於得閒影翻几張相～～吾好掛住睇我喇，睇下周圍D風景喇，靚到爆。 遲D再去沙灘影

大學last聚會

疾風－賊頭

系HK酒店影既

补翻D毕业旅行照

摆翻D旧相

to be a man!

the real sense of BEAUTY

蘿蔔青菜，各有所愛。 我最喜歡的是什麼類型，如圖。 哈哈 彷彿在童話故事裡才能遇見她～～那一種氣質 ，oh my god!! sumtimes having daydream isn't a bad issue but a kind of essential hope for your life!

一切從零開始

命運如此，誰叫我以前不爭氣呢。 恨自己,討厭從前的我，現在終於發現後悔藥的偉大。 可惜，尚未發明出來。 如今，只能從零開始，一切從這個可愛的城市開始，好吧。 唯有接受的同時，而又不安於現狀，才是最明智的選擇。 不知道，從何時開始，上帝賦予了我無窮的動力。可笑吖，可笑，BEN，你還是淪落到如斯田地!~

新车上路,万事小心.

今日又認識了一位新朋友，使到我對自己將來要走的路又有了新的見解。 “地上本沒有路，走的人多了，也變成了路。”或者，這就是我的路， 一條要我自己才能追尋下去的路。 無論怎麼樣，先搞掂我的driving licence。

世态炎凉

普普通通一件事,令我深刻體會和認識到如今非常人性化的利益架構關係, 回扣.英文系commission.系國外,每樣牽涉到利益的事, 都似乎和commission有關.就好似呢次買新車甘,如果我可以早D認識到回扣, 可能果100蚊加紙就袋翻我自己袋度喇.以後,每樣事情已經變得不再簡單, It seems that everything comes so easily, in fact it's much more complex than we thought b4 .

New beginning!十幾個鐘既飛行旅程之後，安全抵達。 果然系business class，感覺完全吾同，就連飲杯茶都有人餵吖，哈哈! 超級舒服!!!如果次次都有得坐商務倉就好喇......
P.S: 正式展开我在微波炉的日子!

大家保重,与我常在!我会比心机!
god bless me!

難捨脫皮仔

今晚，送走了toppy，一個在大學最後時光裡最常一起玩的朋友。 4年同學，被大家笑了4年“洗衣機”的笑話，他還是那樣的無所謂。 一切，都處之泰然，這就是他。 在這裡我衷心祝愿他，一路走好。 加油吖！ 永遠的脫皮仔！

6.25

第一次和她逛街，第一次和她漫步珠江边，第一次和她唱K。为什么这些第一次都来的这么迟......
离开之后，恐怕最担心的就是她。sigh。太多，四年来她一次又一次地帮助我，我一辈子都会记得。后来自己回家路上，沉默了许久，总觉得连空气都似乎凝聚了一丝伤感的气息。或许这样，大家才会变得更坚强。i hope you that being happy all the time and getting the best happiness which belongs to yourself one day. That's my sincere wishes to you ,MS LU.

補翻張相6.18正佳 四人組

6.17比人放左飛機，6.18比人拉左出天河食野。 邊個甘抵死,TOPPY咯........不過算喇，果日距生日吖。 happy birthday! 左起：底，TOPPY ，我，HENRY 。

6.22 正式畢業的日子

今天終於拿到了廣外的畢業證書和學士學位證書.4年,付出了4年,算是圓夢了. 收拾行李,收拾心情......

完美告别

又一場西甲，亦都係碧咸的皇馬告別演出。 從98年世界杯開始到依家，我始終都係甘鍾意碧咸。 如今，巨星即將離開皇馬，離開頂級聯賽。 碧咸離去時的眼神，眨了一下眼睛，果對迷死全世界女fans的眼睛合埋的時候， 一個美麗而又傷感的傳奇故事，似乎也到了劃上句號的時候....... 我覺得，自己喜歡上了離別。

突然，想时间过得飞快。最后转眼间到了七月。聚会，已经变得令人厌烦。
所以，别再烦我。就让它在毕业那天结束吧，彻底结束。

迷到X甘之旅

乳膠漆系蘇宁電器盪失路.......概括甘講，滿足，便是一切。 更具體來講，系相當相當滿足！ ！
難道真係此情可待成追憶？ 上帝吖，寬恕我的罪過吧，^_^

時間，剩下最後20天，對我來說，似乎永遠是這麼短促。 還有好多老朋友，可能沒機會再見了，sigh.......我得抓緊。 最後，我必須陪一陪她。

驚喜！

週末，總是讓人期待。 呢個週末，更甚......^_^，熱血沸騰ing.

一個人的煙火

最後的日子，沉浸在獨自的煙火中，尋求那一絲快感。 沒人陪我，或者我應該說，我不許任何人陪我，也不想任何人陪我。 為什麼？ 因為一個人的時光，已經不多了。
在這美好時光，讓我學會懺悔所做的一切吧 。

機票已訂，当我離去，後會無期 。

擁抱大自然

大合照

鳳凰歸來，已經系6.4。 甘就代表我留係呢度的時間剩翻一個月。 that will be the last month , i think. sigh, how time flies!! it seems that coming back to china just happened yesterday, but the same day in the following month will be the deadline . DEADLINE for me n my memories...... ..

>鳳凰歸來<

6.1兒童節出發，目的地湘西古城鳳凰既畢業旅遊，平安歸來。 短短4日旅程，雖然吾長，但親身體會到好多好多野。 某種原因，旅行社未能為我地安排到臥舖，逼不得已，唯有坐15個小時既硬座。 听就聽得多，但係講到坐，甘大個仔都係第一次。 OMG，一上車就覺得後悔。 首先，我嚴重懷疑距係無甘多個位就賣甘多張ticket，其次， 站票我依家終於系咩回事。 好多人為左save果D錢就寧願企足12個小時！ 車廂入面果種壓迫感系前所未有的.......呢點我體會至深。 @@@@@@@好喇，顛簸之後到達鳳凰古城。 感覺幾好，不過我之前擔心既果然都係發生左：沱江斷水！ sigh~~少個景點再略帶D臭味。 鳳凰古城，原本古色古香，但現代文化以及旅遊商業化也為鳳凰帶黎吾少既衝擊， 正在逐漸破壞它的風土鄉情。 待續.......

(鳳凰古城照)

EASON'S SONGS

今日坐車翻黎既時候，又係度聽歌。 一路以黎，我都係EASON既忠實FANS。 距D歌往往能夠捉摸著男人的心態， 好似林夕同黃偉文好了解男人甘........（怪吾知得要搞GAY）所以我個BLO G既伴奏都主要係EASON的歌。 但係今日聽到《怕死》呢首歌，特別有感觸。 “無端端今年開始很怕死，年輕一點一點都不顧忌......”，吾知點解， 今年突然間對自己走過左的22年好想有個反思，或者講回憶，回憶下走過的路。 可能今年面對住呢個好重大的轉變，自己既人生觀念也受到了波及。 我也怕死，所以接下來我必須更加珍惜自己將要走的路。 待續......

like a HOPE :P

cuz MABLE's back!!haha
i have not heard from her for such a longlong time lah. Since April ......
wor~~ another news ,my dad have booked air tickets . ER.. i don't noe about the specific time lah . In conclusion that i will back to Canada very soon .
MISS U ah me . i am serious!

當然吾少得系，虎爺！ ！ 萬幸萬幸！

特別鳴謝，4年來一直默默支持我，幫助我的陸小姐。

特别加映！real knife real gun!

仲有好多好多.(to be continued......)

另外，貼幾張和好朋友的合照。 友誼永存！ 祝他們前程似錦，大家共同努力 ，for the future belongs to us!(其他照片會陸續上傳到我的相冊)

痛，并快樂著！

5.25 應該是一個值得紀念的日子。 偉大而艱辛的畢業照終於完成。 我想表達的並不多，無非是覺得廣州5月的天氣實在是真TMD的熱！ 在攝氏30度的高溫下穿著夾棉衣（禮服），在高溫的煎熬下站上一整天， 真夠好受的........更要命的是我那可愛的新皮鞋，哇呀呀， 刮到我腳跟痛了一天。 今天的確來了許多舊同學，舊朋友，舊XX，在這裡我由衷地感謝他們， 大熱天的陪我照相，實話說：“痛，并快樂著。”唉，自作孽吖。 對於我來說，和多年未見的朋友同學見面，就好像久逢的流星，在我的天空劃過， 剎那間激起一絲灼熱.......（自己都糊塗了）4年來覺得自己變了不少， 多少也成熟了點，開始會為自己設想下將來。 現在無論見到哪位，都順帶問問人家工作吖，留學去向吖，等等。 怎麼不見人家問我.......我還是那麼主動。 暈 ><><><>無論如何，一切還好，我還是我.just look forward and do not turn back anymore!

生日快乐～

rain生日快乐～ 话甘快又大一岁咯，比心机吖！i hope yu get happiness all the time!

(轉)波衫小常識

落場：MatchWorn，球員穿下場那件球衣，比賽中使用的球衣。 官方不出售，但有些球會會以拍賣的形式進行義賣。 落場版：MatchIssued/MatchPrepared，又稱更衣室版本。 球衣本身於和MatchWorn無區別，一樣的材質，一樣的號碼，名字， 章（聯賽章或杯賽章）。 唯一區別在球員並沒有在比賽中使用過，屬於備用，以防球衣扯壞等特殊情況的出現。 官方不出售，但會有一些特殊的渠道來流出市面（特別是意大利的球會，管理不好啊， 呵呵） 球員版：Authentic/PlayerVersion，大多數情況下， 球衣材質與落場版無區別，但是沒有名字，號碼和章。 官方和代理都會有銷售。 我其實更喜歡稱其為“紀念球員版”。 1.國家隊來說，大都是大賽的時候推出。 2.球會來說，會階段性的推出一些球員版本。 既然球員版都是NIKE,ADIDAS等大的球衣製造商推出的， 為什麼不能像NBA那樣每個賽季都能買到Authentic的球衣呢？ 所以我覺得歐洲足球球會的球員版球衣更多的是為紀念意義，或促銷目的來推出的。 官方和代理都會有銷售。 復古版:Retro/Reproduction，或稱復刻版， 紀念球隊有精彩表現賽季的球衣，多是按照當時的工藝和材質來重新製作。 表面與落場版無區別，但仔細觀察球衣的內面，會發現有幾處細微的區別。 官方和代理都會有銷售。 球迷版：Fans，與落場版區別較大，表面可看出不同，球衣的材質也不一樣。 官方和代理都會有銷售。 紀念版：無統一英文叫法，多是為紀念事件（如球會百年紀念）， 或特殊比賽的紀念（如歐冠決賽），球衣材質多與球迷版一樣。 官方和代理都會有銷售。 泰版：盜版球衣或仿製球衣。 如今，泰版基本上是盜版的統稱。 現在科技那麼發達，高仿泰版球衣的材質基本與正版的球迷版球衣無太大的分別了， 如果球迷穿著泰版在球場上飛奔，很難看出不同。 但仔細看幾個關鍵的地方，如字，號碼還是可以分辨出與球迷版的區別的， 畢竟球迷版的字和號碼是官方出品。

曼聯再登顛峰！

yeah!曼聯三年之後，重夺失落的冠軍。 雖然最後一場輸左比westham但係無所謂，因為.......曼聯已經成就王者！

終於買到PSP,但係.......

真係慘！ PSP已經出左甘耐，反而仲升價。 有無搞錯！ ！ ？ ？ 無奈之下，忍痛購置左台“豪華版”，唉！ 早知如此，一早應該買。

君子坦蕩蕩

正所謂君子坦蕩蕩，小人長戚戚。 交朋友要交君子，就算不小心得罪了別人，也寄望得罪的也是君子。 曾經有人笑我過分坦蕩盪，我否認。 我只是對最親密的朋友，敢於剖白一切。 然而，何為最親密的朋友？ 每個人標準都不盡相同，而我，身為我最親密的朋友就應該知道吧。 ^_^

突然發現.......

突然發現，好似仲有好多野未準備好。 EX:PSP，近視太陽眼睛未配，新BALLBOOT未買， 仲有乜呢....... 連西裝皮鞋都係我媽呢2日臨走先幫我揀。 頂！ 吾通平時我真係掛住玩，吾覺吾覺就到5.10～～～ 死火! 前2日已經基本將dormitory既野執曬翻黎。 吾執吾知，原來有甘多。 單系衫就有排我處理！
OMG ,let me stop for a while n think about what i should do for my preparation.

5.6曼聯重登冠軍

車仔作客阿仙努，10個打11都逼到人地平。 不過，車仔一平，甘就代表曼聯已經領先7分，絕對羅到冠軍。 ^_^yeah!曼聯終於羅翻個英超冠軍！ 系度先慶祝下。

5.1睡觉的日子

又到5.1長假。 對別人而言，難得一個7天假期，當然是抓緊機會和朋友出去遊玩一番。 而我，卻選擇了乖乖呆在家裡，睡個好覺。 黃金周果然事黃金周，出去逛街要頂著烈日當空， 人山人海.........我當然不會願意。 所以說，在家看看書，看看球，睡個好覺是最明智的選擇！曼联输给了AC米兰，郁闷！

（一个非常感人的故事，发生在我身上就好了。哈哈）在我18歲那年，有一個女孩就說願意嫁給我， 可是我聽到的反應是化成了笑意，因為她只是一個六歲的小女孩， 所以我也不以為意的跟她說： 『好！等妳將來長大！若是還願意嫁給哥哥！哥哥一定娶妳的！』 她聽了之後好高興喔，開心的到處跟別人說她已經是我的新娘了， 她好快樂好幸福喔！ 可是她卻不知道，我當時只是在敷衍她罷了。 可笑的是，後來鄰居看到我，都會故意取笑我說： 『耶！怎麼沒帶妳老婆出來啊！』然後就偷偷在竊笑。 唉！想不到我的一句玩笑話，她卻如此的認真， 而且只要是她認識的人幾乎都通知了， 我心裏在想，會不會弄假成真啊，但又覺得日子還那麼長， 不要想太多好了。 於是我到她最常去玩耍的公園找她。 因為時間已經很晚了，而且她母親開玩笑的說， 要我把我老婆帶回娘家吃晚飯，我聽了也只能笑笑的答應， 因為，唉~~她是我老婆啊 ~！ 到了公園果然看到了我那六歲的老婆，看她天真活潑可愛的樣子， 就令人想要去疼她，怎可能去傷害她呢！ 所以我心裏就在想，陪她一起作作夢好了，反正我也沒差， 而且現在有個六歲的老婆也不錯，仔細想想一定羨煞旁人吧！ 雖然要承受用她那縑細的小手拉著我的手，走到公園裏的沙堆旁， 介紹我們的家庭佈置，廚房、廁所、房間的位置，還有家庭成員， 我和她還有我爸媽和我們的兩個小孩，瞧她那認真的模樣， 彷彿好像是真的似的，至少對現在的她來說是真的。 可是以後呢？算了！不要讓自己想太多，我就陪她走過這一段好了！ 突然，她回過頭來了，她才有點害羞的跟我說， 她看電視上的情侶或是夫妻都會親嘴，所以她也好想親親我。 我聽到後真的是嚇了一跳，覺得現在的小孩怎麼那麼早熟啊， 還是因為電視的關係，所以有樣學樣？ 可是看到她煩惱的樣子，我又不好意思拒絕，於是我跟她說： 『妳七歲的時候，哥哥一定給妳親的，只要妳那時候還喜歡著哥哥。』 她聽到之後高興的點頭了，因為她跟我說她絕不會變心的。 有時候，我反而覺得大人對自己的信心，卻不如一個小孩子還來的強， 因為他們只要相信自己就好了，不會像我們一樣， 顧慮那麼多的事物，到最後都不敢相信自己是否能做到！ 本來想就此帶她回家了，可是她說她好想吃飯前先吃個冰棒， 我想了一會兒，便叫她在公園裏等一下，自己便去附近的雜貨店買冰棒， 因為我覺得只要一下子而已，可是想不到竟遇到了國中同學， 可能是太久沒見面了，所以不自覺的聊了一陣子， 聊到一半時想起了六歲的老婆還在等我！ 所以我趕緊跟他辭別，然後買了冰棒衝向公園去， 可是到了公園時竟找不到她了，我想她可能獨自回家了吧，於是我也回家了。 回家大概十分鐘後吧！她母親打電話來問她女兒是不是在我這呢？ 我聽到後訝異的反問她母親：『不是回家了嗎？』 可是我們驚慌的在公園附近找尋，都沒有發現她的蹤影，此時的我好責怪自己。 直到問到小明的家裏，小明才說他看到一個大人把小馨硬抱進一輛汽車裏， 然後匆忙的開走了。 我和她家人聽到心都涼了，淚水竟不由自主的滴了下來， 大家哭成了一團，沒有人知道要怎麼辦， 只能等電話了，因為我們覺得可能是綁架。 可是她家又不是很富有，為何挑她家下手呢？ 時間一分一秒的流逝，案也報了，錢也準備好了。 可是就是沒有任何的訊息，我真的好想自殺來負起這個責任， 那時的我已經快要崩潰了，因為都是我害的， 如果那時候我帶著她去雜貨店，就不會發生這件事了， 可是又想到，若她還活著，我若自殺死了！這不是另一件悲劇嗎？ 所以我決定繼續等待著，只要有一絲的希望，我都不會放棄的。 不知不覺一年過去了，我和她家人從來沒有間斷過找尋著她， 因為我們都認為她一定還活著！一定還活著！ 直到有一天晚上，她家人打電話來，激動且興奮的告訴我， 警方已經在高雄的街上找到她了，明天就會送回台北來， 聽到這個消息的我，真的好高興好高興， 不知為何眼淚不由自主掉了下來，可能是喜極而泣吧！ 隔日，我和她家人一同到警察局去銷案， 順便辦一些手續才能帶她回家，到警察局後， 警察把他們的調查結果告訴我們， 我們才知道原來她是被人口販子賣到高雄去， 這一兩天才自己逃了出來，還說，她全身上下都是傷痕和瘀血， 可能是買她的家庭施虐的，叫我們不要去刺激她或是挑動她的情緒， 我們聽了非常難過，但又不能在她的面前表露， 於是我們就靜靜的不說半句話，開車載她回真正的家。 不久，便已到家了，因為我不知道要如何面對她， 可能是害怕繼續面對她吧，所以我送她到門口之後， 我轉身就想逃離了，就在我轉身要離去的時候， 突然感覺有一隻小手緊抓住我，我回過頭時， 發現她眼神凝視著我，於是我蹲下去鼓起勇氣對她說：『怎麼了？』 她遲疑了一下子，便緩緩的說：『你說過我七歲的時候要給我親的！』 她一說完便在我還來不及防備之下，奪走了我的初吻， 之後輕輕微笑的看著我，此刻的我真的已壓抑不住我內心的情感了， 忍不住的將她抱緊，控制不住自己，哽咽的哭了起來， 覺得她這麼小卻那麼堅強那麼勇敢。 突然間，我感覺她的身體也微微的顫抖起來，原來，她也哭了， 於是我們兩個人相擁著哭泣，因為我們分離一年了！ 十三年後，她二十歲已要嫁作人婦了，她還真沒良心， 沒寄帖子給我就算了，竟用電話通知我不要遲到了， 都不知道我這十幾年來對她所付出的， 竟只是換來如此罷了，可是又能如何呢？ 因為這是她自己的選擇，我也只能在心裏祝福她， 希望她婚後會更幸福更快樂，因為我知道， 如果娶到她這種老婆，真的是會幸福一輩子的。 可是如今卻只是我的奢望和夢想！ 不過，她結婚的那一天，我還是到了。 因為在我家人和她家人的催促下， 我帶著百感交集的心情到了結婚典禮的現場。 不知為何，我一到了現場，大家卻安靜下來，此刻的我竟有些怯意。 突然間，左臂已被人勾住了，轉頭看了過去，原來是她啊！ 頓時我竟為她的美麗而愣住了，我還以為是天使在我身邊呢！ 只看見她帶著有些狡猾又可愛的神情說： 『想逃啊？已經來不及喔！你就乖乖的認命吧！』 突然間，結婚進行曲的音樂放了起來，鞭炮聲音不斷， 我就這麼被她勾著一起走到了台上，直到這一刻， 我才知道這不是奢望也不是夢想，因為她是我的新娘。這個故事就是“君生我未生，我生君已老”的幸福結局版本。 挺感人哦！

媽媽已經訂了下個月10號的機票。我應該高興才對，但現在反而有點不捨得。分開一段時間，始終有點不習慣。 唉，如果這樣，以後我到多倫多生活，那該怎麼辦？ cherish the things you have b4, now and in the future.媽媽問我：“你以後還回來嗎？”曾幾何時， 這答案我是否定的，但回想起來，的確恨不捨得。 畢竟這裡有著我過去的一切一切。 我只能嘆氣說：“隨緣吧........”呵呵，也許真的該這樣。自己的幸福，是掌握在自己的手中。