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Sunday, September 23, 2007

無題


曾幾何時,我是多麼地羨慕他。確切的說,應該是他們。即使分手過後,喜歡他們的女孩還是那麼的在意這段感情,甚至傾盡全力去挽留這段根本不值得的感情。無論他們過去如何地傷害女孩的心........同時,我也痛恨他們,痛恨他們絲毫不會去珍惜女孩,珍惜女孩為他所做的一切,包括等待。


可笑而又諷刺的是,原來我在不經意中成為了他們。原來,我之前的所做所為,已經無形中傷害了她。而我,卻在埋怨。最後,帶著埋怨與茫然,離開了。離開了曾經擁有的時光,捨棄了她,也捨棄了過去的軀殼。取而代之的是嶄新的面孔,把所有的負罪感一揮而去。我變了,變得自己也覺得陌生。為什麼。


突然發現,來這里以後,人生面對一種新的境遇,或許,在若干年後,回想起在這裡的時光,不再是無趣乏味,而是賞味人間。


P.S.: 贴一副钟爱的游戏插图。

Sunday, September 16, 2007

the meaning of freedom

Nowadays lots of people work hard in order to get a piece of freedom even if sometimes none of them know the definition of freedom. Therefore, most people are still thinking of the exact meaning of freedom. Simply, freedom is the necessary right for us to make decisions. Before defining the real meaning , I aim to explore the two essential elements which make up to the complete freedom : skin-deep freedom and interior freedom.

Skin-deep freedom stands for personal freedom . With this type of freedom you can get anywhere you want without any limitations. For instance, you got a negotiation in NewYork this morning , after that you came to Shanghai for a tradeoff . At the end of the day you would transfer to Paris for attending a dancing party. Obviously , you have got completely personal freedom throughout this busy journey all over the world . Nevertheless, that’s not enough. It seems you lose something important so that even you can not take control of your private life.

However , living without spiritual freedom which symbolize the interior freedom is not perfect .To some extent , interior freedom is likely to be a vastly potential motivation we gain from hope of our entire life . There is no royal road to freedom , we have to fight for it . Consequently , interior freedom is much more essential than skin-deep freedom , as it symbol the pure hope for us . You will never be satisfied without the freedom inside your mind even though you might have got a brilliant life in appearance. Although some criminals were sentenced into prison for years , they have never give up the pursuit of freedom . What they were looking forward for years is to coming back to the outside world one day . Corresponding to them , interior freedom is much more significant than any other physical conditions.

To sum up, really complete freedom is divided into two parts : skin-deep and interior. However , if asked to make a choice , I will not hesitate to assent to the latter . I firmly believe that freedom is not only related to the apparent issues but also links to the interior spirit which is much more significant.

Friday, September 14, 2007

walking with shadow.......


From the day i was born up to now...i have been walking alone for 22 years .
Particularly, i should be walking with my own shadow over 22 years. I used to put my forword steps slowly but stably in order to achieve my goal ond day. With the assistance from the shadow , i have learned how to solve all the problems i encountered before . i knew that long time ago i have to use my hands and head to deal with each issue .
BUT NOW
i'm fed up.
i really got tired of this type of life. i began to seek for someone to stay with me and assist me .
in essence, i need a partner who care me and love me a lot. Unfortunately , i can't get one until nowadays. As a result , i am keeping on waiting .TILL some day, till the day i get the happiness belongs to me.

Friday, September 7, 2007

my late period of STUDY?


once upon a time, my study began .

it seems i have formed my habit of taking study for my daily life over the past 16 years.

well. time flies till today .i still can't break through all the restraint i got..........

Therefore , my late period of being a typical student has begun.

sigh.obviously i have to take it and to be a *GUAI* student in despite of refusing .

so what's going on?that will be a really desired answer i am always looking forward to !!


P.S: a swarm of annoying issues i have to get in mind AGAIN!"

x,y-intercept . slope-intercept form. interval . endpoints .supply and demand curve . horizontal . vertical .equation.multiply .plus subtract .divide .nonzero realy number .matrix. linear function .expression.corresponding. graph.probablity.minus .positive . negative.formula theoems .algebra reference.variable.independent variable .dependent variable. to the power of 4.cube root.prime factoring .origin.denominator. numerator.rational .combine. exponent.fraction.estimate. sketch.marginal. constant. quantity........etc."


in addition. plus a pic *with the brothers*

Monday, September 3, 2007

秒速5センチらしい


5cm/s,據說就是櫻花飄落的速度。
有一個疑問讓所有觀眾深刻感受到,而且貫穿全劇,就是:
究竟要以怎樣的速度面對人生,面對不斷經歷的挫折,壓力,才能留住當初那最純真的愛情?
單憑將如此細緻的情感寄託於書信的片言隻字中,是無法維繫兩人的感情;然而,當年最稚嫩的他們在經歷過從小學到大學的磨礪後,逐漸成熟,最後只依靠偶爾的夢境來回憶對方,祝福對方。
相信許多人看完此劇,腦海裡都產生迴響,似乎劇中一切自己也曾幾何時親歷其中。
隨著來自工作學習等等各方面的壓力,我們對原本最初的感情都一一淡忘,剩下的只有空虛寂寞的生活伴隨著我們.........to be continue