isn't it too late?!

ONE REPUBLIC ---Apologize

I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground.

I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound.

You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait......

You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late .

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late.

I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you.

And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new.

I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say...

"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late.

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late.

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late.

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late.

It's too late to apologize, yeah

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-

I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

好男不与女斗

俗話說得好:“好男不與女鬥。”女人，永遠都仗著性別的優勢，處處對男人施壓。來CA以來，遇到過不少女人，其中不乏憑著自己的美貌身材行走江湖，也有單憑自己的險惡的內心，卑劣的行徑以及骯髒的手段取勝的，等等。另外，我不得不指出，CA的法律總是將勝利的天平偏向於女人，儘管許多善良的女性受到了應有的保護，但同時也有許多女人（注意女人和女性的用詞）利用這個不平衡體系，來欺壓我們善良的男性。例如，在這裡，即使你不小心動了*她*的一根頭髮，她也可以藉此要威脅你，誣告你非禮。再譬如，有些拜金GF，不斷的用溫柔攻勢，來誘惑你，說服你一次又一次的買昂貴的LV, GUCCI給他們，當覺得你已經無利用價值的時候，就一腳踹開你。還有很多很多鮮明的例子，當然我不是其中的受害者，但這些的確我耳濡目染的真人真事。男人們，兄弟們，我們真的要打醒十二分精神對待這種雌性動物，或許我們抓狂時會失去理智，憤怒時會喪失人性，但她們，即使在最瘋狂的邊緣，也時有理智，有計謀的算計我們，這才是最最可怕的地方。 *最毒不是婦人心，而是全世界壞女人的心!*切記，好男壞男，凡是男人，來到CA這個鬼地方，都對這些女人退避三分吧。忍一下風平浪靜，退一步海闊天空。

12.7

多倫多的初冬，天氣已經十分的寒冷。早上和朋友去吃dim sum，從茶樓走到parking lot，刺骨的寒風迎面吹來，彷彿置身於冰窖。原來多倫多的冬天比起PEI優勝一籌,雖然降雪較少，但最低溫度可以到達零下40多度。 omg~還以為在PEI的時候就到達了北極，現在卻來了北極的中心! 就讓我拭目而待，多倫多1月後的真正寒冷吧。 BTW，conflict~~conflict似乎終於充斥在我的心中。感情上的，生活上的。似乎從B502出來的都深受某人的影響，永遠掙扎在矛盾的人生當中。

東山少爺,西關小姐

作為一個地道的廣州人，我被TVB台慶劇《東山飄雨西關晴》深深吸引，並藉此打發百般無聊的YORKU罷工的休學日子。對於廣州風土人情熟悉的人，剛開始接觸這部電視劇,就會覺得它重現了廣州民國初期的經典面貌----東山和西關,作為當時廣州城市的中心，是大戶人家聚集的地方。正因為如此，當時即使連最早對外開放的廣州社會，也被陳舊的封建社會思想覆蓋著，嚴重阻礙了新時代思想的萌芽與發展。當時年輕人的愛情觀是樂觀向上的，但因為老一輩的愚昧與封建，他們崇尚的自由愛情卻遲遲得不到應有得發展。這或許就是本劇編劇想表達的最初意願。

As being a native GZ ppl, im completely absorbed in the theme and attractive scenes within the TVB drama"When Easterly Showers Fall on the Sunny West" ; furthermore, i could get through these bored days during the yorku's suspension as watching it. To those who get familiar with GZ local custom and inhabitants, this interesting drama will bring you into the classical world belongs to the original GZ in early 1930s once you begin to watch it. DongShan and XiGuan, which is considered to be the business centre of GZ, were living by plenty of rich business men or landlords. Hence , even though as being the earliest commercial city among china mainland, GZ was not able to escape its destiny to not being covered by feudal hierarchy and its incidental atmosphere which had blocked the bud and normal development of New Age thoughts, as well as other cities. Frankly speaking, positive and optimistic attitudes towards love were existing among the youths in the early 1930s. But as being affected by the stupid and feudal thoughts of the olds (their seniors such as parients or elder brothers), the freedom of love that prefered by youths could not possibly be accepted by public. That should be the original mind which the director would like to represent since the beginning of this drama. = D

牢骚

許久，許久沒上過自己的豆腐店，沒在這裡留下我的心聲。今天，YORKU迎來了久違的TA大罷工，我也該在BLOG裡面記載下這*光輝*的一頁。 於是，我被迫無奈的呆在新搬進的condo裡面，冷冰冰的度過了漫長的一天又一天。多倫多在這個季節是十分寒冷的，秋瑟的殘留幾乎被這個早冬完全吞噬了，留下的只有絲絲的冷風。我的心更冷，一方面想念還在PEI的QQ，遠在他鄉的父母，另一方面再次深刻感受到這個地方的人情冷暖。如今身在異鄉，只能孤身作戰，一個人應付了過去大半學期的一切：搬家，學習，汽車，煮飯，買菜甚至自己學著去煲湯；接下來，想必沒這麼大的挑戰性了吧？恰恰相反，偏偏和一個小氣，貧嘴，凶狠的上海弱智女人成為了室友，真的無語了。為什麼要加上*上海*兩字，不是我主觀的印象，而是上天賦予了他們上海人，特別是上海女人的這種討人厭的特性。所以我真的想爆發了!我發誓以後絕對不會和上海人住在一起，絕對不會娶上海的女人做老婆，那不是自討苦吃，那簡直是自尋死路!

离开PEI

在過去的一年中，送走了很多人。 8.18的這天，我也被人送到了機場，登上了去toronto的飛機。回望過去，他們在我的眼中只是匆匆過客；今天，才發現原來自己和他們一樣，帶著不捨而離去了。曾峰，兩兄弟他們，HANK.....現在是我。 one should always go ahead prospectively n actively with neverending dynamic energy,right? SO DO I.

p.s. 我同老细./合照

Macao's amazing trip

During the first weekend of July, i got an opportunity to visit Macao with my friends. There are several features of this previous settlement that attracts me a lot .

To begin with , i really appreciate its gambling industry that supports the local economics. Over 80% of the local income is earned through a wide variety of casino occasion. Hence , it has composed a huge tax revenue that benefits the inhabitants and government from diverse aspects.

What's more, by this awful trip, i can have a chance to taste the loacl food which contains lots of variety and acceptable quality. But the price of the food is a bit expensive. Most of my friends had bought some local food as being their gifts to give family.

Last but not least, do not forget the most comfortable and convenient hotel-----Valentires, which i love so much. Luxurioy inner decoration, pretty well service etc, all i found that it's obviously better than any other hotels in macao.

ブルーバード - いきものがかり

作詩：水野良樹 作曲：水野良樹

飛翔(はばた)いたら　戻らないと言って
目指したのは　蒼い　蒼い　あの空
“悲しみ”はまだ覚えられず　“切なさ”は今つかみはじめた
あなたへと抱く　この感情も　今“言葉”に変わっていく
未知なる世界の　遊迷(ゆめ)から目覚めて
この羽根を広げ　飛び立つ
飛翔(はばた)いたら　戻らないと言って
目指したのは　白い　白い　あの雲
突き抜けたら　みつかると知って
振り切るほど
蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空
愛想尽きたような音で　錆びれた古い窓は壊れた
見飽きたカゴは　ほら捨てていく　振り返ることはもうない
高鳴る鼓動に　呼吸を共鳴(あず)けて
この窓を蹴って　飛び立つ
駆け出したら　手にできると言って
いざなうのは　遠い　遠い　あの声
眩しすぎた　あなたの手も握って
求めるほど　蒼い　蒼い　あの空
墜ちていくと　わかっていた　それでも　光を追い続けていくよ
飛翔(はばた)いたら　戻らないと言って
探したのは　白い　白い　あの雲
突き抜けたら　みつかると知って
振り切るほど　
蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空

Iker Casillas (goalkeeper & captain)
Fernando Torres (forward)

Spain crowned Euro champions

After a endless period of waiting, Spain, the brand-new champion of euro, has reached the ceiling of european football. During all-night long celebration, every single member of Spain would become insomnia ! Since Spain has chronically disappointed at interational level over the past decades. Wherever within world cup or any other national competition, they could hardly obtain the victory.

But this time, on 30th of June, Spain denied Germany's fourth champions record with their perfect performance in the entire game; moreover, this *aftermath* enabled Ballack, captain of Germany, to become his 14th runner-up throughout his career lifetime. haha! that's so ridiculous. Based on his miserable experience, the GOD should show its mercy to him as aims to rescue him from being *the 2nd* forever......

合照:黎小田and汤宝如

*北川之颠*

*It should be an endless shocking moment within our life......*
拿著這張白紙，所有的人都在發抖。
這是一張看不出來字迹的白紙。只有極其細心地將它朝著陽光，轉向一個角度，才能發現上面的刻痕。
那不是用筆寫出的字迹，而是用細木棍之類的東西劃在紙上的——這似乎是一張留給家人的遺言。
在地震重災區北川，在完全坍塌的主教學樓邊，北川中學的老師拿出了這樣一張紙，在場的人心照不宣，沒有一個人開口問，爲什麽不用筆寫啊。
寫作這張便條時的場景，結合毀滅性的地震，幾乎可以還原：作者在一個狹小的空間，沒有筆，身負重傷或已知自己處于絕境，又想跟家人交代點什麽，于是，就有了這樣的“便條”。
紙上劃著：姜棟懷，高中一年級一班。爸爸媽媽對不起，願你們一定走好。
老師隨著我們的問話木然地點頭：有這個人，男孩兒，條子是在停放遺體的地方找到的。
不敢再問了。
男記者們把目光轉向別處，清清嗓子，用手背佯裝推推鼻子；女記者捂著嘴，走開。
老師珍惜地收起便條，放到懷裏，他還要把這張白紙，交給姜棟懷的家人。
北川中學是當地最好的中學，也是唯一的一所高中。
20世紀90年代中期興建的主教學樓，共有20個教室，除一個教室空置外，其他的都塞滿了學生。
那天，除了兩個班上體育課，一個班上信息課，不在這棟教學樓外，剩下的學生，全在這個樓裏。
還有旁邊一棟被稱爲新教學樓的，建成于2004年。這棟教學樓，遠遠看去一切如常，走近後方能知道，5層的教學樓原地不動地坐下去兩層。主教學樓後面的初中樓，也大部分坍塌，初中二年級二班，67個孩子，6個人脫險。逃出生天的孩子們後來告訴老師，他們在廢墟中互相鼓勵，商量出去後要考什麽樣的學校，說著說著，有的孩子就不再出聲了。
沒有水，渴極了的他們喝下了墨水。
廢墟全然不見學校原來的模樣，只有遺留的大量課本，才能提醒人們：別忘了，這裏原來是課堂。
爲防止拿錯，學生們大都有在課本上留下名字的習慣，課本上留下了孩子們青春的筆迹。
撿起來幾本。一本半舊的《英語（新目標）》，上面寫著主人的名字：九年級徐小蓉。物理書，屬于徐子涵；《生物學（七年級上冊）》，以前經常觸摸它的，是剛剛上中學的鍾蕾蕾。
我們找到了一本中國曆史書，書的扉頁上寫著的名字，是八年級的陳繼亞，這個孩子把家庭地址也工工整整寫在書上：基史市亞值縣幸福村。
廢墟中還找到陳繼亞的一份《二00八年春九年級診斷檢測語文試卷》。從書和試卷上看，這是個愛好曆史的學生——每一個標題下，孩子都寫著總結出來的要點提示，一絲不苟。
試卷上的分數已經看不清了，它的一角浸上了血迹。
一篇閱讀分析文章，分析《總想爲你唱支歌》中間一段話。“在戈壁大漠中趕路，滿目皆是這巨大的悲壯。走一趟大西北，人會堅持幾分；走一趟大西北，長不大的孩子會長大。”文章歌頌的，是大漠胡楊，名叫劉宗麗的學生在旁邊評注：“總會有那麽一天，傾斜了的世界會重新平衡”。
在北川的新城區，有一組羊的雕塑——北川是羌族自治縣，羌族，是很崇尚羊的。羊，這種人們普遍認可的吉祥物，沒有給地處斷裂帶上的北川帶來好運，強烈的地震和滑坡、泥石流帶來的沖擊波，把羊群的雕塑震得東倒西歪。
廢墟上還散落著計算器、眼鏡、詞典等，還有不同孩子繃著年輕的臉蛋故作嚴肅的標准照，還有一串串家門鑰匙，想必孩子們以往放學回家，會用不同的鑰匙捅開自己家的門，把書包一扔，大喊：“媽！吃什麽？”
震後第6天，廢墟邊還有人在等待。北川中學教師任成蓉還在望著廢墟，廢墟中還有她的幾個學生，和與她相交甚厚的老師。
此次地震，已在北川中學上初中三年級的任成蓉的女兒，于震後第三天被擡了出來。和她一起離世的，還有她的另外3個同學兼形影不離的玩伴，巧的是，4個孩子都是學校教師子弟。
任成蓉本打算，孩子們中考完，帶他們去北京看奧運會，但所有的計劃，都隨地震而消失了。
任成蓉直直地盯住廢墟：“孩子們學習得太累，她們現在可以想怎麽玩，就怎麽玩了。”
不知道說什麽才好，記者摟住了任成蓉的肩膀。
忽然間，悲從中來。
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後記： 仔細看完這篇報道，我從心底流淚了。
逝去的人已經看不到明天的晨光，而我們活著的人是否應該從這一幕又一幕的悲劇中感受到或者明白到什麽呢。珍惜眼前的一切，也許我們永遠不會懂得什麽是轉瞬即逝，但事實上我們並不用去深究，因爲那將會是無盡的悲痛，發自內心的流淚。“爸爸媽媽對不起，願你們一定走好。”樸實的話語，成爲警世的良言。
那些長埋在這次地震土地下的人們，走好，他們已經不能在陪伴在家人的身邊，不能再奮發讀書，不能再在自己的事業上奮鬥了。而我們，工作的繼續努力，好像我這種讀書的更加要繼續拼搏，同時也要珍惜和家人共聚的時光，珍惜和心愛的人在一起的每分每秒。也許，這就是我們所一直尋求的在心靈上的最大安慰。

5.12，這是個中國人民永世難忘的日子。距離奧運開幕還有88天的時候，悲劇降臨在天府之都-----四川，將四川這個秀麗的河山轉眼間變成了人間地獄。 猛烈的地震持續爆發在汶川，北川等地，不計其數的房屋倒塌，無數災民無家可歸，上萬人被困在瓦礫山石之下。溫總理當晚就趕赴重災區指揮救援工作，而且從全國各地乃至世界各地的救援隊伍都相繼奔赴四川。盡管余震持續不斷的發生，但所有救援人員從未間斷過搶救的工作。社會各界人士，包括其他國家，分別一次又一次地對災區進行物資捐助，爲了就是想讓四川盡快能恢複重建工作。
以上就是官方的記實。
The day ,12th of May, that must be the most memorable time in our lifetime.
A damagable tragedy, which has made Sichuan come to ruin in a short time, occured when there're still eighty-eight days left before the Olympic games start. As suffering from the sharp shock within Wenchuan and Beichuan, millions of buildings have been destoryed,uncountable people became homeless ,and moreover, thousands of people have been driven into the collapsed buildings.
Premier Wen has been to the earth-quaked area immediately as aims to control the rescuing acts ASAP; in addition, lots of rescue teams from other provinces even other countries are on their way to Sichuan currently. Even though affecting by neverending aftershock, all the rescuers kept on working without break since the day that arriving on Sichuan. Government officials, other authorities from other countries, are willing to make a collection for all the victims continuiously and respectively that in prusuit of the re-construction within the quaked areas.

Transfer>?<

Once upon a time, i have thought this issue, even for a while.
Up to now, i have to face it without any avoidance. It might be the more relevant time than ever before for me to transfer out of PE? sigh, somebody else think so, So do I.
SO..
After chatting with the guy, who must be professional in charging of those cases within the intermediary company, I finally got the identical answer----to get an ideal IELTS or TOFEL grade. Damn. i hope i have never inquired them .
*HAHA*
Ridiculous! I fell into ambiguous situation again. It seems to be a endless challenge throughout my lifetime. I have nothing else to say cuz i thought and said too much in the past.
What if...
to be continued.
York U , is a simple offer for others, but a tough daydream for myself.

捞多春鱼

RT

*波系圓既*

一個我由細細個睇到大既，無線TVB體育新聞報導員，伍晃榮叔叔逝去了。以後再吾可以聽到他那熟悉的聲音喇，無限傷心。在此，永遠懷念距。祝愿距系天國永遠幸福。

我的野蛮女友

《我的野蠻女友》，雖然已經系一部可以追溯到我高中年代的電影，但如今再回味一番，仍然系那麼的感人。so touching it is! 而當中令我最印象深刻的就是做男友的十戒(the essential ten rules of being a standard boyfriend )：

第一.不要要求她女性化；

第二.不要讓她喝超過三杯酒，她會打人的；

第三.在咖啡店，只能喝咖啡，不准喝可樂或者果汁；

第四.如果她打你，要裝作很痛，如果真的很痛，就裝作不痛；

第五.相識一百日紀念那天，在她上課時給她鬆上一朵玫瑰花，她會很開心；

第六.一定要學會劍道和壁球；

第七.而且，隨時要有坐監的準備；

第八.如果她說要殺死你，不要掉以輕心；

第九.如果她腳痛，跟她對調鞋子穿；

最後.她喜歡寫作，鼓勵她。

translation to english:

1. Do not ask her to be more feminine;

2. Do not let her drink more than three glasses of wine, otherwise she would beat sumone;

3. In coffee shops, you must only drink a cup of coffee instead of other soft drinks or juice;

4. If she beats you, you must pretend to be painful, if she really hurts you, pretend to be nothing serious;

5. Guartantee to give her a rose as a souvenir to memorize the 100th day that you have known with each other, and she will be very happy;

6. Must learn Kendo and playing squash;

7. Moreover, you must prepare to get into the prison at any time;

8. If she said that she wanna kill you, you have to pay attention to her words;

9. If her feet ache, exchange your shoes with hers;

Finally. She likes to write, you'd better encourage her.

Sometimes i really admire that boy(the leading actor) within the movie. Although he had devoted a lot to obtaining his, or their well-being, eventually he did it . It's worthwhile to sacrifice himself to get those happy endings. However, if the ending does not happen as what he predicts , what's going on?damn ....

FEEL

I just want to feel real love!
Feel the home that i live in .
Cause i got too much life ,
Running through my veins.
Going to waste

隨住媽咪的回歸,頓時感概到時間真係過得好快.轉眼間,已經到左又一個學期末.可能係因為我呢個學期太忙,或者係同QQ快活不知時日過,連BLOG都幾乎無update幾次.唉,今日因為考試,連去接媽咪機都吾得閒,真係慘吖.
其實在這裡,我真係一點都察覺吾到原來之前自己所熟悉的一切,所經歷過的一切,都起了翻天覆地的變化.茫茫人生,好像荒野.究竟我是否真的找到了我想要的東西?!獨立,呢2個字,過去似乎離我好遙遠的事情,如今已經近在咫尺,或許我就只差那麼一步.曾幾何時,我多麼的向外呢2個字;但回首過去的大半年,我是經歷左多少磨煉先覺得自己開始接近它.難道呢個就係從半條廢柴演變成一個男人的必經過程?OK,進入final exam period,希望順利搞掂埋距,就開開心心翻GZ渡下假.(吾係應該系CA既生活先算度假咩......)

long time no see !!

hey , guys!

d-_-b b4 christmas , the place where i am staying at have entered into the frozen period .

OMG !You can not believe that trillions of tons of snow are surrounding us even though the snow removeal have been working day after day .

Trust me . show some pics as follows :